just when you thought days couldn't be even worser. i have a barrage of things that worry me. a friend who has suddenly gone quiet, and i'm suspecting that i've disappointed her so much i'm no longer worthy as a friend; a career that i want and has been bothering the shit out of me if i should just do the things that keep me happy; driving test that is too irritating the shit out of me cos i forget easily and has little confidence in passing it, damn confidence issues.
there's simply too much to ponder it's disturbing.
if u ask me, i would rather not settle for anything. i would rather do the things that keep me happy.
should i, or should i just keep on waiting.
something strange happened today. i was happily in the midst of a meal at a restaurant with E, and suddenly, 3 OLs approached us, and the most daring of all, shared with us her notsolittle request, excuse me ladies, would you mind shifting over to the next table so that we could join these tables and 3 of us could sit down......
and i was already telling E, i wouldn't entertain ridicule.
so i shot back, i think it's pretty inconvenient since we are in the midst of eating, and we can't possibly just uproot and carry our food over. i hope you understand.
and she went on... yes but we need to sit down and eat too... blah...
i was on the verge of ....you can wait. i'm not done with my food yet.
it's simply ridiculous. and honestly, what a ridiculous request. so i simply continue sipping my soup, totally ignoring her. HAH.
as if i care.
