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i have never gottten so mad before. i have never felt my blood boil so furiously before. it felt as if my blood would burst out of my veins anytime, my heart would rip through my body, my fury could just tore my soul apart. yes that's how hot i felt for the entire day so far. thanks my friday was screwed, fucked up screwed. so screwed that i had to vent my fury by crushing paper into balls and slam them against walls, instead of throwing other heavy items, i was so on the verge of storming into the kitchen, and brandishing the knife. yes if it hadn't been that inch of RATIONALE in me, i would have done that.

stop talking to me about RATIONALE, or for fuck sake, BEING RATIONAL. did i forget to remind you that women, or rather ME, sometimes get overwhelmed by IRRATIONALITY and emotions. yes i am emotional. i get cranky. i don't think systemically as you do. i scream i shout i yell at the top. yes. so what?

walk off if it pisses u off. go get out. scram. leave me alone then.

seriously i am mad. really mad so mad i swear for one moment i had the urge to cut myself so as pain can resolve fury.

push me too far and i'll do that.fury knows no boundaries.

wait. oh i forgot maybe who would bother.

yea. fuck. shit would.