i am boiling hot to my core and on the brink of fainting as im typing this. i am running a 39degrees fever, a persistant cough and my body turning weaker by the minute.. i will be going to the doc later, and freaking petrified of hearing the bad news. i have never been the petrified in my life. i knew things were turing worse as i fell into an almost too deep a sleep, my mum had to talk loudly to wake me up, and i had to haul myself up from bed with that little strength i have left. what's going on with me?
shouldn't i be resting instead of being on my comp now. i don't know. should any unforseen circumstances befall on me, i just want to let my loved ones and dearest pals that i love them. god this sounds like a parting note, but i seriously don't know what will happen. maybe i will be hospitalised. god knows.
i feel so sick. feel like puking.
i didn't let him know about my state now. since he made it clear that im no longer associated with him. i think i hallucinated just now, i thought i hear his voice by my bedside. it's painful enough to have to grapple with a burning fever that is wrecking my head now; having to deal with a broken heart? i just don't know where to muster strength from already.stomach's churning. i better go now.
love u all.
