Monday, July 11, 2011

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it did bit my feelings. if not i wouldn't pen this down. no motives at all. just want to let out. i just thought, thought that i am happy for you. the day i decided to let go of you, i know that i can't offer you the rightful amount of feelings. the day your heart died was probably the day our story ended.

i believe you, and will respect you. Even if things could turn out otherwise, i wouldn't choose so, for i know i can never, never be the same person you thought i was. perhaps i could, but i would really prefer, someone else to be there for you instead. honestly, i know how you felt, now, i could understand every inch of hurt or bitterness you felt. i could now.

as usual, it's alright, maybe we are not really meant to be. and i respect that. as long as what you felt before was genuine, i am satisfied. it really doesn't matter how i felt about you, for things won't change. but i did feel something. i did, just that, i know, someone else out there will make you a happier person instead.

and i'm very glad you found her. i am, seriously. in fact, i'm happy that you found your rightful happiness. you deserve it, and i'm really happy for you. i'll always wish you the best, always.

the tears wasn't for being sad, or regret. it's just that, at last, you are free. :) and i couldn't be more happier than this. i know you'll find someone else better.