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it irks me that i can't remember all the nitty gritty of driving. it infuriates me that whenever i tried to do it right, it ended up all wrong. it gets on my nerves when i assured myself that it's fine to make mistakes, even when it's already into my 111th lesson.

seriously sometimes i think i'm just a block of wood. i am on the verge of labeling myself as dumb.

and when all these irks me, can one imagine how frustrates the instructor will feel? i sometimes try to placate him, but maybe he doesn't buy that.

at times i really question my rationale of learning it. is it really because i really want to, or that damn bandwagon effect rubbing off me. gosh. never in my right mind would i give up now, so i'll just shut up and drive.